I’ve given up internet dating. It was my plan back in October. A new year resolution if you will. But something funny happened. I met a girl I actually like from the internet a few days before new years.
Since then, I’ve watched less porn. Injected more alcohol. And write more.
The worst part about the writing is that I have nothing to say.
I’m just trying to stay busy, because despite my best efforts, this girl has occupied a space in my brain for the past 2 weeks, and I honestly don’t have a clue why.
Sure she’s cute, smart, and puts a capital ‘D’ in Donk. But those aren’t why.
It’s some x-factor I can’t quite put my finger on.
On one hand it’s fucking awful.
I take pictures.
I go to the Gym.
I shamelessly flirt with other girls.
Yet, she’s still in hovering in the same space up there.
But on the other hand,
after all the dates, hangouts, & hook ups over the years,
It’s really nice to know,
that I can still feel this way.
……The only thing left to do now,
is ruin it by sending a picture of my dick.